I'm angry today. No, I'm livid! About what? About things that it wouldn't be in my best interest to post. I'm constantly being forced to do things I don't want, be around people I don't like, go to places I don't want to be. The funny thing about me is, people think I'm soft-spoken, and therefore a dormat of some kind. If I were to always be the way I REALLY am, with no filter, a lot of people would get hurt. Some physically. So I bite my tounge. I smile when I really want to slit throats. I do this AT LEAST 40 hours a week. I have no outlet for my anger. So it piles up...continually. I wish it was money. I'd be a trillionaire! I'm on the edge right now. No seriously. Right now at this very moment, I'm in one of those places I loathe doing one of those things I despise with very little incentive. If a cute woodland creature were to wander into this area...and I had a sharp object handy.... And this one particular voice I keep hearing...for F***S SAKE!
Ok I really can't take it anymore. I'm done. I want to be left alone. I want to do nothing, and be nowhere for a period of time that I deem suitable. I probably won't post for a while. So...
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